She sat there, all alone, on the curb, crying. She just had it. She had just lost someone dear to her, and now she had nobody – nobody to even call her and ask how she is – and didn’t know what to do about it.

A woman of many family members. A few friends.

And yet nobody was there for her.

She wanted to commit suicide, sometimes. It was all just too hard. She had friends, but they didn’t feel like real friends.

Her family wasn’t nice to her, and her last relationship broke up, even though she loved the guy. And when it broke up, people seemed to move further away from her – not closer! When she needed someone, somehow…they weren’t there.

“What was with that?” She asked.

Why were people abandoning her? What happened to support, closeness and intimacy?

What happened to friendship? And loyalty?

“Do good, loyal people not exist anymore? Or does it just not exist in her world?” She asked.

“I don’t know, I told her. I think you must be talking about me”, I joked.

This was a long, long time ago. I’m still not sure if she was on something, sitting there, on the curb, balling her eyes out. I mean, normal people don’t burst out crying, sitting on the curb like that. It usually makes other strangers uncomfortable. Nevertheless I’m grateful for the encounter, and I think she was the special kind.

And since that moment meeting the girl on the curb, I’ve been both the distant person and the person with absolutely nobody. This is what I think I’ve learned.

Before that, please watch this video I created that’s related to this topic.

Let’s put it this way. When you’re the kind of gal who loves relationships, who likes being around people, and when you’re the kind of gal who hates small talk and loves to go deep, distant people are a real piece of work.

Why? Because you mistakenly assume that other people are like you. That they also value human connection. That they value bonding. That other human people actually matter to them. That they actually want a relationship. That other people actually want friends. Wait, doesn’t everybody want friends?


Doesn’t everybody want at least one committed and loyal relationship in their life?

No (well, they might, but people’s actions don’t always show that they do).

Doesn’t everybody want a girlfriend? Or a boyfriend?


Ok, maybe on some level, in a particular emotional state and context, everybody does. But not for the right reasons. A lot of people want friends or a girlfriend/boyfriend for the image.

And in reality, are not actually willing to invest emotionally in any person.

Investing in people is entirely different from taking what you can get from people.

Investing in people is entirely different from hanging out.

Investing in someone is entirely different from keeping them as a ‘f**** buddy’.


This is for you if you are tired of distant men and distant people. This is for you if distant people make you irate. This is for you if you have felt hurt by a distant person who you really want to form a bond with.

For some of us, this distant person is a parent! A sister, or brother…

For others, it’s the men you’ve dated. Men keep being distant, hard to get. They never write an email, text or call.

If there’s anything I’ve had to learn, through my work with women, and through my own personal life, it is that many people do not want closeness, for a variety of reasons.

Collecting material things, experiencing “success”, getting attention from new people, constantly experiencing something novel and new, is important to them.

For some distant people…ESCAPING is important to them. Using people is important to them! THEY are important to them. YOU are not important to them.

And you know what?

You need to feel the distance that they perpetuate. Feel the distance that the person is creating between you and them. Absorb the distance. Absorb the pain it causes you, (because if you don’t, you’ll keep getting stuck with distant people until you do).

You can try a couple of times to reach out to a distant person, but if they still maintain their distance, you must feel.

Feel the emptiness that their actions are communicating.

Feel. Feel. Feel.

Take the hint.

Get out of your head. Don’t analyse. Instead, feel. This is how you become more attuned.

You really cannot afford to block out your heart’s feeling of hurt towards that distant person.

You are a woman. You will probably always consistently desire more closeness than you have in your life. And even when you get it, you eventually want more.

You really cannot afford to block out your feelings of anger towards that person (you have to feel it!) You cannot keep creating romantic scenarios of hopefulness when there is none.


Because this will make you less and less attuned in relationships.

And being less attuned essentially equals dumbing yourself, and numbing yourself.

The least attuned people also happen to, unfortunately, take value from themselves and show up low value, because they don’t want to feel what is right in front of them, and calibrate themselves to the situation. They don’t want to be sensitive.

Being sensitive is often looked down upon. But I don’t believe that. You MUST be sensitive. Be sensitive enough to feel that person’s communication. A person’s actions communicate almost everything you need to feel.

Feel it. Don’t blindly waste your time on people who don’t want to invest in you.

The fact that you are a woman, means you owe it to yourself and you owe it to your soul (which wants deep union and connection), to not numb yourself to distant people, pretending they care.

Why? Because when you don’t feel the distance they create, you end up filling up your life with distant people. Because you tolerate it. You begin to think it’s normal.

And you don’t like to actually feel the distance and calibrate yourself to the situation, as life brings it to you.

For someone who values connection, distant people can be a waste of time and finite emotional energy, and you need to not waste your time like that – please learn to weed them out quickly.

For more information on weeding men out quickly, please see this article.

There is one important thing to establish here. I want you to know that, just because it is a positive thing to learn to weed out distant people, does not mean that you cannot still love them. And in some cases, you can still try to reach them, and connect to their soul.

But if you want to learn how to deal with a distant person, my first piece of advice is to really, genuinely, think about what they actually value. Do they actually value connection? Do they value someone else more than they value you?

Think about what they need or want in their life right now. And if they are happy to see you or take from you, but there’s no heart in their actions – and if they don’t return your attempts to connect, or reciprocate the value you added, then breathe that in and allow that message to settle into your body.

People aren’t always ready to be deep or close or connected.

People aren’t always ready to be in a relationship. People sometimes do not give a damn about relationships. Some people will always value ambition over a relationship.

Always give value first, and see if they want to escalate the relationship by reciprocating your gestures and efforts. Try to stay acutely attuned to the situation, like you would stay attuned while walking a tightrope, in gale force winds.

Respond as needed; do not force things upon a perpetually distant person. It’s not your job to fix them. Your energy isn’t infinite! No matter how much you want it to be.

Remember that there are plenty of other men, people, and wonderful things you can do with your life to add value to others. There’s no need to get lost in the labyrinth of drama and ignorance, or beat a dead horse.

To help you make sense of the people who are perpetually distant, (or perhaps make sense of yourself), I wanted to discuss with you the reasons why these humans are the way they are.

These reasons leave little mystery. This is why they are distant. If you have any reasons I’ve missed why people are distant, please add to them.

Here are 12 secret reasons some people will always be distant in relationships

1: They don’t want to be revealed

Close relationship reveals us. Bonding reveals us. People who remain distant in relationships can avoid confronting who they really are, and how they truly feel beneath all of the masks that they wear.

People like this tend to attract and gravitate towards people who don’t challenge them. People who don’t want to be revealed tend to select people who will keep reinforcing their cold and distant behaviour.

Essentially, people who do not want to be revealed, choose social groups where people don’t actually give a damn about them. If somebody cares enough about you, they will engage deeper with you, gradually, over time. People who do not want to be revealed are more comfortable in superficial situations. They don’t have to care about anyone else too much, and nobody else has to care about them too much. Perfection.

It’s not their fault. Sometimes people don’t want the stress of feeling deep emotions when engaged in a close relationship. Emotions can be stressful, mostly when one perceives that nobody will be there to pick them up or validate their feelings.

2: They block almost everything out.

Many people in today’s world block any difficult feelings out. And when one blocks feelings out, they become less connected to you and to everyone else. When one blocks feelings out, their capacity for depth is lower.

And hey, in today’s world, people have tv shows to help them escape. So why bother doing the hard yards for a relationship?

Maybe I’m biased because I have not watched tv in 11 years. Yes, 11 years. My husband, too; he hasn’t watched tv in 11 years. I believe that’s one of the secrets of our incredibly close relationship. We don’t watch tv to block things out, so we go to each other to connect and meet our needs. It’s mutual. And, we see each other ripped open and bare.

3: You are not the type of person that they trust.

This is a continuation of the last paragraph of reason number 1. If someone is distant, but inside, they truly are a loving individual who would like more closeness, then in order to stay close to you, they would need to trust you.

And who do we tend to trust? People with the same values as us. People who are ‘like’ us.

It’s not personal, it’s just how life works….we don’t all mesh well together. If someone doesn’t trust you, and they’ve already decided that they don’t trust you, then you can either prove them wrong by meeting them where they are at in life (and validating their feelings, no matter how wrong their feelings seem to you), or you can accept that they don’t trust you and move on.

Don’t forget that there are two main categories of distant people: 1 – that person is distant in all relationships. And 2 – that person is distant because they specifically don’t want to be close to you.

To trust you, you would need to be attuned to the other person as well. Yes, we are going back to being attuned here.

If you are not feeling outside of your own self, and feeling outside, into someone else’s life and reality, and feeling what they have to go through right now, what their struggles are, then it’s a good idea to consider that. When you feel others, you can be more attuned and create more trust. I’m sure you’d like someone to do that for you, too, right?

4: They don’t want to confront feelings of shame

Oh, shame. Such a painful human emotion, that is so often unnecessary. People these days feel shame over all sorts of things. And it’s not their fault – other people often place shame upon people around them, because they can, and if someone is prone to feeling ashamed, then it’s extremely, extremely hard to get close to them.

That’s why some people have a closer relationship with food than they do with people. Because people shame, food doesn’t. It doesn’t even talk back. And the more people shame them, the more they eat because the food is the mom. Food is nurturing.

And if someone has a pattern of being ashamed, it probably started very young, and was perpetrated by their parents, “friends”, caregivers, teachers, and the environment they grew up in.

By all counts, you probably don’t believe that they ought to feel shame for anything that they are or do in their life. But THEY do.

I wish people understood that there is nothing in this human experience that is wrong. One might be superbly weird (pointing to myself here), one might be an angry person, one might be a fat person, one might be a jobless person, and one might have chosen a bad person to marry and feel shame about that. Yet there is no shame in any of that – it’s all part of the human experience.

None of it is wrong, it’s just what it is. You and I already know this.

But because so many of us have had shame drilled into us, and because shame is just so incredibly painful and easy to avoid – a person might want to stay distant.

And once they’ve started being distant in relationships, that pattern is hard to stop.

5: They value their image more than they value you.

True friendship is real. True love is real. Unfortunately, in our society, a lot of people are living in an image, not for connection. Connecting with you and maintaining a relationship may not serve their ends of achieving the image of the perfect life, or perfect personality.

They would rather keep you at arm’s length because maintaining a facade takes way too much energy, and they can only keep it up for so long. So, short and infrequent meetings serve the upkeep of their image well.

Don’t forget that someone who has had a habit of trying to uphold an image for a long time, will become more and more distant over time, as an ‘image’ is never real. Humans are not an image. We are naturally imperfect and broken. Irregularities are real. Imperfections are real. And somehow, someone made them feel like imperfection, or vulnerability is essentially wrong.

It’s not wrong. But they don’t feel that. So, welcome to their world – but always at arm’s length. Never close enough to reveal their anger and pain and hurt.

6: They are stressed and overwhelmed, (some people are possibly living a life they don’t love and are not proud of.)

I think it goes without saying that many of us are living a life that we were ‘told’ to live. We work long hours, we try to get by, try to fit in and not stand out, we get through the day and we are stressed. We can barely deal with our own stress, let alone deal with letting someone in to potentially magnify that stress even more.

Of course, the truth is, when we trust someone, especially as women, we will naturally open up even in the deepest moments of overwhelm. But that is no less true than pushing someone away because of stress is true.

7: They have sexual intentions that they need to hide.

If someone wants to get sex elsewhere, then, of course, they want to keep you at a distance. The closer they get to you, the more guilt they have to feel if they take their sexual interests elsewhere.

Their interests as a separate human organism are at odds with your interests, and their disloyal behaviour keeps it that way.

A man or a woman who is undertaking suspicious liaisons might well make sure you are far, far away. So that you cannot reveal them. So that you don’t hold them accountable.

Some people care more about sexual variety than having the depth of relationship and connection. There’s nothing inherently wrong with that. You just need to respect that that is true with some people, and be willing to accept that sexual variety is what they need to experience (or think they need to experience), and make your decisions about how to deal with them, from there.

You can try to help them see that sexual variety isn’t the answer. Yet, while you would be correct in helping them see that, you cannot change biology. Men and women have innate needs for sexual variety – it is natural – so, without respecting this as the truth; you cannot help anyone nor influence anyone to see differently.

Respect what seems ‘wrong’ or ‘immoral’ about them, give that part of them a place. And then show them why it’s a bad strategy for the long term.

8: They get super anxious around people and don’t know what to do about it.

People get scared around other people. What if I’m rejected? What if I’m not loved? What if I lose my identity if I enter a relationship with them? What if that person takes advantage of me?

What if it all doesn’t work out? What if I get close to this person and they leave, or die?

Other people can be scary. Some people cannot even leave the house to try to be social. It’s a real problem, just do a google search about this.

People aren’t always distant because they don’t want to connect with us. They are sometimes distant because they want to, deep down inside, but don’t know how (code for: terrified.)

9: They’ve been ignoring the truth their whole life and it’s too late now.

Sometimes people start off treating others terribly, and nobody held them accountable. But even if nobody holds them accountable, inside, somewhere, most people know they did the wrong thing. But the more wrong things you’ve done, the more you want to hide. And hide far, far away.

Not only that, but some people choose to be numb to life a long time ago. And now they have gone too far down the rabbit hole to come back out again. Some people are beyond help, no matter how much love you have to offer them.

There’s one more thing about ignoring the truth your whole life. As mentioned above, some of us are living a lie. What does that mean? Well, here’s an example.

Some people made bad choices and walked that path for too long, and feel they cannot walk back the other way now.

Some people married the wrong person, but stayed there and it’s been too long now to leave.

Some people chose a life and job not because it’s their true gift to the world – but because other people expected them to make those choices. In other words, some people have lived for approval and safety for decades, and can’t cope with the thought that they should have done something different. They should be living a life more authentic to them. They should have spent less time doing this or that and more time doing what really matters to them.

Sometimes, it’s just gone on too long. And when someone’s been living a lie, it becomes kind of hard to relate to others authentically. So they have to relate on the surface – and keep you distant.

10: They don’t believe in love/didn’t experience intimate love as a child.

This one is hard. For a long time now, the western world has been a society that doesn’t respect nurturing and family. And so, many of us have had less love, affection and attention as an infant and child than we deserved. Some of us have been outright ignored and isolated as an infant. This shapes our brains in a certain way. It also shapes how we relate to people – or if we relate at all.

Some people want distance because that has become their safe place. They never developed a close relationship of trust with their parent or caregiver, or they learned that they couldn’t rely on another human to get what they want, so now, their pattern is to keep a distance.

Having people truly close can bring up a lot of emotions, and perhaps especially so for people who have learned to keep a distance. This doesn’t always feel like a good thing, depending on who you are and how you see the world.

I remember speaking to a woman I know who visibly kept people at a distance, and she did it to the extreme. She lives alone, and has pushed everyone away. I respect her reasons for doing that; it’s not like I cannot relate.

There was once I asked her: “Don’t you get lonely, living like this?” and she said “No no. Lonely is better than angry.”

….so you see, isn’t it true that feeling emotions is a commitment in itself? Some people may believe anger or any extreme emotion is wrong to embody. And this can visibly damage their ability to hold strong, intimate relationships.

11: They don’t want to invest in you. They’d rather take from you.

Investment. Some of us invest in other people. Some of us invest in separation (we prefer our own success and ambition to having deep relationships). Some of us also invest in fear, or pushing other people away, or judging people, or in the image of success.

It’s hard to invest in people because it feels risky. And so, these people will treat relationships as a place that they go to take value. Take, take, take, and if they discover that you don’t seem to want to treat the relationship as a place to go to take value (and rather, just want to have a genuine connection or relationship with them) they become angry and/or distant.

People like this really exist. We’ve all probably know at least one of them. They don’t seem to know how to have a relationship. They see everybody through the filter of: “What can I get from this person?” “How can this person and their status benefit me?”

So, while you want to connect, they want to take. Do you think that is going to work out long term?

12: Being around you makes them feel inadequate.

Be careful with this one. It’s like the age-old term “She’s just jealous of you!” which is often not true, and just thrown around to stroke a woman’s ego, and to avoid thinking deeper about the issue at hand.

This is the last of the reasons, and it is not to be misused. It is not here to encourage people addicted to the high they get from feeling like somebody else feels inadequate around them.


This is here as a reminder that, for a lot of us today, it is shockingly easy to feel like we are not enough. And there’s a few reasons for that. The first reason is that we are constantly exposed to marketing that enjoys us soaking in our fears and remaining small (think news articles, which lie, and prey on your fears to get you to read their stuff and stay under their influence).

The next reason is that we are often around new people we’ve never encountered before! Walking past them in the street, seeing them on Instagram, or Facebook. People who want attention at any price, and they don’t mind triggering anyone’s inadequacies.

We are also privy to feeling inadequate because of the society we live in.

But it’s not only about the society we live in. It’s about the fact that we don’t give ourselves enough love, recognition, encouragement and caressing. We really have to be our own mother. Caress ourselves quietly, love ourselves, and appreciate that we exist. Tell ourselves that it’s okay to feel. Even the ugly emotions.

Only with this self-esteem can we actually bother to keep close relationships, and intimate relationships where our intention is truly only to connect – not just to, say, leech off someone for safety, or to take from someone because they have something that we want.

This is just to remind you to be aware. Be aware that a lot of people, including you and I, will feel inadequate at times, and if people don’t feel adequate, then how on earth can they be present with other humans? They are always chasing the safety of their cocoon. Or perhaps avoiding any triggers. And, you know what? I don’t believe that they are wrong for doing so. This is just how they cope.

Only, it’s obviously not good for having trusting relationships with others. It is horrifying that relationships seem to be taking this back-seat for many. Relationships are all that matter in the end.

What can you do about people who feel this inadequate? Help them feel adequate. Make this moment about them. Close your eyes and send them love. Bathe them in love. Validate their existence by listening and having compassion for whatever they feel. But also, lovingly (key word: lovingly) hold them to a higher standard. Do not let them use you as a scratching post, to bitch on.

Unfortunately, if you hold someone to a higher standard lovingly, often, this can be when people leave. You want better for them, but they don’t value that. And so they remain distant. But they may have you in their memory. The one who cared.

And the best gift you get out of that is that you purged the weak relationships out of your life.

And there’s nothing wrong with letting go. And purging. Never be afraid to let go of someone whom you know isn’t right to have in your life.

Never be afraid to walk away if that person is just using you, and doesn’t have any loyalty to you. Do you really want to say ‘yes’ to that?

Do you have any more reasons to add to this list? I know there’s more. Please add to the list anything I haven’t. 🙂 I look forward to reading your responses.



Here’s an article Can Fear of Abandonment Make You More Beautiful?

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How the Fear of Abandonment Can Make You More Beautiful…

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  • Deanna says:

    god help me. I started a relationship with a man several months ago, and developed genuine feelings for him fairly quickly, things just felt right. And I know that he has genuine feelings for me. We absolutely have trust for each other. However, a while back he came up against his PTSD raising its ugly head and indicated that he is emotionally numb (a symptom of ptsd) therefore making himself unsuitable to remain my lover. To top that he also claimed that he would take his ex back in a second if she showed up. There were many texts exchanged and much heart felt messages from me but to no avail, he has stuck by his refusal to see me any more. But we still keep in touch via text message occasionally! I really don’t want to let him go but understand that might be necessary as much as it really would break my heart. Our emotional connection is really so strong and I think he is in denial of it, as if it scared him. Now at this time though, the status of the relationship is that he periodically sends me text messages saying how I deserve someone to worship me…. So he is reaching out to me…..and rejecting me at the same time. It’s like he is saying ‘are you still there?’ I interpret it as he is trying to get confirmation that I’m still interested but not putting himself at risk by doing so. Of course my reaction has been to try convincing him that he is worthy (a classic mistake that I just read about from one of your other articles).
    How can I change my response to these kinds of messages, either through no response at all or through a carefully worded reply that will chip away as his resolve? Honest to god he is the most decent date that I’ve had in 2 years…and I can see the vision of what our life would be like together. its intoxicating. But he is martyring himself on the ghost of PTSD. Is there a way to transform this ‘stuck in neutral’ moment to propel it forward…..

  • Molly says:

    I am the distant one, and I have to say many of these points are valid. I choose to remain distant and I subconsciously and consciously do things to keep people at bay (never giving people eye contact, never sharing details about myself that would allow the person to know me, purposely avoiding people who start taking too much of an interest in me). When I was young, I was shy, and I couldn’t make friends very easily. I remember crying because although I was shy, I did dislike being lonely. Eventually I learned to deal with it, and now, it’s my norm. Emotions make me uncomfortable and people make me uncomfortable. I like superficial friendships and keep at bay from just about everyone in the world.

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  • Margarida Gomes says:

    Renee, I have across your website on November and since then, I haven’t stopped reading. You’re one of the most insightful readers I have ever read. It has truly helped me and I’m sure it will continue to.

    I am one of those who values closeness but I am also very prone to feeling shame. I wish it wasn’t so ingrained on me. I often feel like a failure when I’m unable to meet other people’s needs, but I think this is due to the fact that I was a pleaser in the past. I am trying to change but I know change is never easy and has to be worked daily. I also often cry but I don’t feel bad for this. I know in my heart I want to be close and love a man so deeply, but I feel the loneliness of the passing years even though I am only 21, and I’m finally allowing to feel that pain. I am a cheerful person most of the time, and people tell me I am a good listener and very “logical”, however, there’s times where you just don’t want to be perfect anymore and you want to feel your pain, have it acknowledged. Thanks for allowing me that.

    • Margarida Gomes says:

      I also add that as long as we avoid the truth, we may avoid hurt, but we will also be numb. When we face the truth, and allow ourselves to feel the disconnect, we WILL hurt. But like any feeling, it’s temporary, it will fade. Soon after, we will feel free. Ultimately, we can only be free when we choose to be connceted to the moment and to the distance we feel.

    • Renee Wade says:

      Hi Margarida, you’re most welcome. It’s nice to have you here. 🙂

  • Rebekah Jo says:

    Thank you, Renee. I enjoyed this article. I am the emotionally unavailable person. I grew up in a home full of condemnation. My dad was an emotional terrorist. I stay distant from people to protect them from me, because I’m “bad.” I didn’t feel judged or condemned by this article. I felt understood. I gained some valuable insight into myself. I feel hope that I can learn to connect with people on a real level, and that I don’t have to beat myself or others up for coping by being emotionally unavailable. Thank you.

  • Charles Englehardt says:

    I always read your most insightful posts with great deal of attention and reflection.

    And with this one, you have absolutely nailed the “Yin” of People-Who-Distant.

    But you have overlooked the “Yang.”

    As you mentioned about the insidious effects of marketing and social media in preying upon people’s insecurities, there is also the not-so-subliminal message that “You, too, should not settle until you meet Prince Charming.”

    Statistics have shown that women on consider 80% of the men on the site “inadequate.”

    More so than ever women in the Anglo-Sphere are convinced that any man less than Prince Charming is “inadequate.”

    What attitude do Alpha Males exhibit towards women they consider of lesser status? Indifference. Distance. Forgetfulness.

    These days, acts of kindness, attention, affection are often almost instantly interpreted by women as neediness by a lesser status man.

    SO PASS.

    And onto the next high status man who will hold them out at arm’s length or treat them shabbily. When that relationship craters


    I’m reading a fascinating book now, THE QUEEN’S CODE by Allison Armstrong that explores a lot of the psychogical dynamics that are at work here.


  • Christina Venchiarutti Doracin says:

    This was excellent. Thank you. Well said and poiniant

  • Jasmine Cordelia says:

    One of the best article I have ever read. Thanks, Renée. Funny thing is, I was that distant girl you described and can relate firsthand to the points mentioned. More a résult of bad relationship expériences than who I really am. Glad to be able to say I have pretty much found my true self back. It took only about ten years…long time…yes. Being distant and cold to my feelings was simply a manner of coping. Now That I am out of it, I hope never to be That distant person again. Cheers. Cordelia.

  • tracey b777 says:

    I love reading your blogs you make sense of this crazy world Thank you x

  • Becky Tull says:

    Oh man! This is exactly what I needed to read! I was feeling so isolated and frustrated with people. Living in a hookup culture full of people who “don’t give a fuck” is a special kind of hell for me. I’ve always been told being sensitive was bad, weak, stupid etc. I learned to hate all that sensitivity. It was so amazing to hear someone say it was ok, even that it was a good thing. Finally! I’m not the only one who thinks human connection is completely important!! Thank you so much for this, makes me want to step back from the proverbial “ledge”. Maybe there IS hope?!

    • Renee Wade says:

      Hi Becky, being sensitive is not bad. I hate that people think it’s bad too. You can feel so alone being sensitive sometimes. But you know what, it’s not just you. There’s plenty of sensitive people in the world 🙂

      Yes, of course have hope. Just don’t let hope get in the way of your awareness of where people are at – what they are going through and the current world we live in.

      It really is a fragmented world and we have to work hard to stay close to people, and when you find the small number of people who are worth your being loyal to, invest and invest some more in those relationships. Keep family and the best people close.

  • Lisa Hamel says:

    OMG. You just described why I cant be with the man I love. I always felt the distance but he would never want to talk about what was bothering him. I honestly don’t think he could put it into words. I am very empathic and I knew he wasnt being real with me about who he was..and I’ve realized that is how he wants to live his life. It breaks my heart because our connection time was amazing when it rarely happened.

  • jay johnson says:

    WOW Hi Renee, long time hope you and the family are well, it’s so strange it still feels like just yesterday you got engaged hehe and now to little ones! so happy for you ^_^ gosh reading this made me want to cry. it hit so close to home your words usually resonate with me yet this article i just had to comment on its been quite a while since i’ve read one of your gems like this one. The hardest thing is loving them and wishing they could see what we see and seeing the potential we know they could live up to if only they’d leap! and yet that isnt the part any of us are able to play for them, them must come to the realisation on their own. we can nudge yet it fals to them. It’s heartbreaking and painful. I have learned so much from you over the years renee its also been awesome hearing ur speech change to ‘mother mode’ lol and yet its seems to have made u all the wiser. all the best x

    • Renee Wade says:

      Thanks so much for your wonderful comment Jay, and thanks for reading. Wow, I never noticed how/when my voice changed to mother mode. 🙂 That’s such a compliment, thanks!

  • disqus_vytDwu5baQ says:

    Dear Renee,

    Thank you for this blog post, it is so deep and so important. It is something, I know, I will keep reading and coming back to.

    While reading this a question came to mind, which is also something I am currently struggling with, it would be great if you shared your thoughts on it 🙂

    My family want me married soon (I’m 25 and in our culture it’s time!) and this is something that I want for myself too. But I also feel that there is a lot of inner work I need to do too, like building self confidence, discovering and living by my values, start feeling my emotions, “love, recognise, encourage and caress” myself etc. I think this journey will take a lot of time. I am a bit stuck at deciding to go ahead with a marriage/relationship while working on myself or delay marriage and work on myself first until I am happy with my development. I have many fears in this regard: what if it takes too long and I get too old before im satisfied, what if I don’t end up evolving despite my efforts, what if I make a wrong decision, what if I get married and my inner work gets delayed, and is this even important…oh sigh.

    Also, would you consider writing articles about children and parenting? Or even another blog on this topic? I’m sure you would have many insights to share…
    Lots of love, I.H

    • Renee Wade says:

      Hey there!

      I have thought about writing about children and parenting many a time. It’s a passion of mine. Perhaps in the future, I will.

      I understand your reserve. It feels as though you might be saying that you simply need more time to yourself before getting committed to a man, am I right or wrong?

      • disqus_vytDwu5baQ says:

        Thanks for your reply! I look forward to your future endeavors!
        And thats exactly it, I do feel I need time, but I doubt myself on whether it would be wise to take my time before a commitment. I think I would be a better partner if I did though…. I.H

        • Renee Wade says:

          “I think I would be a batter partner if I did though…”

          Why not take all the time for yourself that you can manage, now? Eventually, (hopefully at some point) you’ll feel ‘over’ having all the time to yourself. You’ll get satiated with that.

          There’s the danger also of wanting time alone to escape connection. I know this, because I’ve been there…maybe you need to figure out if this needing time for yourself is a way to escape? Do you perceive stress in closeness or stress in commitment?

          OR if the above is not true, is there really something you need to fill yourself up with, perhaps something you’ve always felt you’ve missed out on…or been deprived of, which having time alone will deliver or help you to discover? What might that thing be?

          • disqus_vytDwu5baQ says:

            Thank you for the perspective Renee! Thats plenty to reflect on 🙂

            Im not afraid of commitment itself, im actually looking forward to getting committed. What I am afraid of is making a wrong decision / commiting to the wrong person. Upon thinking more about it, I think I want to work on myself (develop confidence, inner strength and my intuition) SO THAT I can identify the right person for me… and then continue to be an amazing partner. .. :),

  • Morgan says:

    I think some people are distant when they refuse to believe that they have have done or said anything that hurt someone, and would rather believe that everybody else is the problem. Because closeness requires acknowledging somebody else’s pain, and acknowledging another’s pain requires humility.

    I had a recent argument with a friend, and when I apologized for my part of the argument (I’m talking a back-and-forth argument, not where one person did something to hurt the other person), she responded with, “I just hope that the next time you snap at me, you don’t break something (she was referring to our friendship).” And yet, I “snapped” because I was hurt over how she was treating me, which I had explained to her during the argument. Talk about a high horse.

    • Renee Wade says:

      Oh dear. Morgan, that is hard. I wonder if you told her the reason you snapped, would she hear it?

      • Morgan says:

        I hope so. I did tell her while we were arguing, but perhaps it would be better to tell her when she’s not upset. I know I sure find it hard to listen when I’m upset.

        Thank you for this article, by the way!

  • Frank Energy says:

    Godd article! no BS involved.

  • Ann Vickers says:

    I am a very distant person and much of what you explain sounds exactly like me. Thank you for stating that it isn’t all the persons fault. I feel guilty and depressed about being distant as if I’m broken or dysfunctional. I want closeness but there are two main things stopping me and now I know what they are. You are an insightful writer.

    • Renee Wade says:

      Well, we all have a part of us that’s broken. It’s definitely hard, wrestling with habits that make one distant, versus the heart that truly wants deep union.

  • Jackie De La Mar says:

    Thanks so much! Excellent article – I am finding myself surrounded my distant people – therefore – I’m wondering why I keep having this show up. I recently discovered that part of myself has been hiding a very long time – she emerged yesterday – so I’m waiting to see how my relationships shift and what new types of people I will call in. Thanks again. Blessings.

  • Llyane B Stanfield says:

    amazing article – so unexpected and deep, and spells a few reasons my past relationship didn’t work out; so wise, thank you so very much!

  • Mila says:

    Another reason may be that the person stays distant because they want to be perceived as being in control. One way to they do that is by avoiding being vulnerable with you. When you share something vulnerable with them and they respond with ‘So sorry for you’ type of answer, filled with pity and underlying message of judgment ‘I would never do such a thing! How could you?’. They get a sense of adequacy! It is sort of the opposite to the last point Renee made.

    I have done that in the past and it is not cool; it leaves you feeling lonely because I never got to connect. That was at the time when I valued more feeling superior to others than actually connecting with them.

    Btw, love the new look of TheFeminineWoman. com. Loved to see the support team on video! Beautiful!

    • Renee Wade says:

      So true. Thanks a lot for adding this Mila.

      I chortle…as I totally know the person you’re talking about. The ‘oh, I’m sorry for you dear…’ but I secretly never would have done such a thing.

      I have been that person in the past, too. It’s been something I’ve began to acknowledge over the years: that who cares if you think you wouldn’t have done it. Every action is a human action, and humans have reasons for what they do. Why judge? What about relating? What about understanding? Isn’t that so much more valuable than sitting on a high horse? That’s what I believe, anyway. 🙂

  • nena says:

    Thats a great article with valuable information which i wish i knew when i was younger!!!so much energy wasted!I would like to add one more and this is:addiction!i don t know how to fully explain it (like Renee) but i think addicted people have learned to meet their emptional needs in their addictions and they dont need you!It is like you are the 3nd person in this relationship!

    • Renee Wade says:

      EXACTLY. It is such an obvious one that I did not include. And it’s true, it’s like you’re the 3rd person in this relationship.

      I have lost someone to addiction and it was a very painful thing to experience. I will always miss her, and miss what we had before the addiction showed up.

  • Caroline Al says:

    I really liked this article. I think I can see an evolution in the thinking of you Renee (looking at older articles), from thinking that you can get anybody to like you if you just embody femininity correctly to realizing that sometimes you are offering something that the other person does not want – and maybe it’s OK to face reality and not offer it to them anymore. I think it’s great that you are changing (always gradually) as you go on, instead of being fixed in your ways.

    I definitely see it in my own life that I was too fixated in getting people that did not have space in their lives to like me (as a friend) and then I got super disappointed and resentful when that didn’t work. But you are right, it is not that hard to face reality and listen to the vibe the person is giving – if I am paying attention, I usually can tell right away if the other person is receptive to me. And it’s not possible to make non-receptive people receptive, it’s a waste of energy, as you say.

    What I want to work on is experiencing the distance when it comes unexpectedly – for instance from somebody who suddenly becomes cold. My impulse is to try and “fix” it, but from what you’re saying here, there is nothing to fix! The person is acting according to their reality, and not listening to that coming from them makes a parody, a hollow joke of whatever it was I was offering to them before they pulled away.

    • Giorgia Francescano says:

      Let me disagree, I think that she Always made clear that there are people in this world who are not ready or in the position to accept or even appreciate feminine energy or love:) however it’s Always a beautiful thing to see a writer grow and develop, keep up with your good work Renee!! 🙂

    • Renee Wade says:

      Hey Caroline, you’re actually right. In the very, very beginning (way back in 2009, maybe early 2010 as well), I did follow the notion that feminine energy would solve everything. And I’ve evolved since then. I’m always evolving. I feel it’s my responsibility, as how can I deliver authentic information if I’m not evolving?

      Thanks very much for reading! I love what you said here: “The person is acting according to their reality, and not listening to that coming from them makes a parody, a hollow joke of whatever it was I was offering to them before they pulled away.”

      As a woman, I believe many of us will always have a deep need for connection…and it’s insatiable at times, especially in this modern society where we all go about our ways, make a living for ourselves, and there’s little ‘tribal’ mentality, or shared vision/future. Many people have to rely on tv shows, fantasies, books, half-assed friends…

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